im BACK!!!

its really freaking hellish in there i tel u. they dun call it NDU for nothing.

freak it.

although it was onli orientation week for us. we still had hell for the last week.
- tough and tougher trainings
- got one very sucky bunkmate
- lack of communication with the civilised world.
- the instructors in my platoon r rated the top 5 mindsick instructors
- and again, tougher and toughest trainings

the onli good thing shd be be dat their meals cost 5bucks each lor. but we can hav it free la. its freakin big portions somemore.

now every single part of my muscles is achin like hell.

we have to wake up at 4 plus everyday to draw out our equipments. which is a freakin early timing.

but anw, wemanaged to secure a long weekend for ourselves. it was suposedly a sucky plan of booking in and booking out.
thur night book out
-fri night book in
-trainin on sat mornin
-sat night book out
-sun night book in.

HELL RITE? book in book out book in book out.

in the end our Sir helped us to fight for the long weekend
-thur night book out
-sun night book in

so now im trying my very best to slack now. haha

and of coz gg out with my dear.

=)

since im gg NS and suffer like hell tmr. i shall be nice and blog for the last ( literally) time.

when i was young, during primary or secsch years, i would always find it irritatin when ns personnel come to my sch and start blabbering about ns life. it was oways the same old boring shit. and i couldnt reli care much and think

" im still so young, what the hell r u telling me all these now? i still got many years ahead of me"

sec1...
sec2...
sec3...
sec4...
j1...
j2...

and now, its for real.

im left with a few hrs before im wearing my army uni. of coz im oredi botak now, so nth to worry abt oso.

i will miss yall lots. esp my clique.

seok for her ever-sarcastic remarks
fee for her perfectionist-ic behaviour
nat for her ever-bubbly character
and of coz lynn, for her nonsensical antics and matured thinking.

i remembered once someone told me dat no one will like me in jc.

and when i asked him why. he told me its becoz jc ppl dun like 'commoners' like me. too 'chinese' means too anti-jc

i actually naively believed him. and worried on dat night before my first day. whether i would be left out by others. given my damn poor english proficiency at that point of time.

i can still recall on my first day. i was so introvert. i stammered. i dare not look at others. i kept my eyes staring on the cold cement floor.

i was like dumb blur asshole.

( nat is hurrying me to faster finish this entry)

but now. i emerged as a winner. a winner to myself. and i reli hope i can bump into dat secsch 'someone' of mine one day and show him dat he looks more like a loser now.

and of coz. pour the ice laosai over him. haha.

k la. im got to rest early le.

hav fun k! cya soon!

( i supposed i dun hav to express any love concerns to shanyi thru sucha virtual thing. i enjoy my privacy. but still. love ya shanyi!)

TO FEE AND SEOK : I AM BLOGGIN NOW!

went out whole day with gang yesterday. met up with seok and fee at lot1 first. den we went arcade to play bishi bashi and all sorts of secsch stuffs. seok was screaming like hell when playin bishi bashi, which resulted in unintended attention attraction from the rest of the arcaders( ok no such word). but wu cares, we juz wanna hav lotsa fun.

wanted to go kbox afterdat. but we realised very bo hua ( not worth it) to go at dat point of time. so no kbox and no movies in the end. went sakae sushi to burst our tummy. eat and eat and eat non-stop. den we started ordering lotsa stuff. and seok almost made me puked when she tried pronouncin dunno wat shit ' hotate'. fee ate 2 chawamushi( dunno how to spell) and was damn satisfied with herself. and dumb seok ate all the fried stuff. see la, all ur gym-ing gone to waste. but nvm, im sure gordon wont mind. u watch SHREK before? =)

we went to meet nat afterdat at ikea. damn funny. we wanted to hide the truth dat we juz makan-ed at sakae sushi from her. until she discovered this photo in my hp


muahahahaha. u see: seok even eat until 'bo gay'( jaw-less) liao.

we started walking around ikea and video-camming everythin until nat was caught by the personnel there. i got this really cool video featuring nat and seok

nat : " tuo guang guang! ( stripped!)
seok: " AHHHH (goes into a retarded and molested position) ( wavin both hands)

i shall try to upload this video into my blog before i go ns ( the suckiest thing ever).

afterthat we decided to go nat house to chill and chitchat. but nat house was not convenient for us to visit. so we hav to degrade ourselves and chitchat outside her house near the swimmin pool there. den i started to sing duet with seok softly. damn funni. we formed our very own 'mini-kbox'. and with fee oso. nat was engrossed with her WU BAI which is most oldsch singer ive ever heard.

we started cam whoring afterthat. damn funni. we looked damn spastic in every way. and we were so of full of ourselves ( heyyy). den i realised whenever in grp pic. i would juz see whether i looked ok in it or not, and dun care much abt how others looked. as long as im ok, its a good photo. muahaha. den i further realised actually everyone behaves the same, no one reli cares abt the rest of the ppl in the photo. as long as im the nicest-looking can le. hahaha

ok la gor. give u back ur seok la. seok : " im not shanyi ok!"

im gg to shave botak tonight. so i muz style my hair until i happy before gg out with my family later. argh.

im left with 2 dying days.