Tuesday, February 28, 2006

i shall be nice and blog somethin before i go to sleep.

as most of yall know. wed is D-day. instead of freaking out now and jumping ard my house, im actually fine with everythin. no sudden panic attacks no sleepless nights no white hairs.

maybe its becoz of all the rumours before it dat got me so mentally prepared dat im kinda 'invulnerable' to this. But still, i know ( since i was 12) the seriousness of not getting good results for A's. but i cant do anythin abt it rite. its as if they will return back our scripts and let us bargain for dat xtra mark that might cause a dramatic change to our future.

so i prefer sticking to my original plan : be optimistic.

u see. there is nth much we can do if we got bad grades, except for crying and complainin to everyone dat uve actually put in so much effort but still culdnt achieve the required grades. but i know for myself, i didnt.

but i prefer a more practical move : findin and sourcing ard for an alternative route. be it NIE private uni or poly. its alot better than locking urself up for several weeks and staring at the certificate which cant reli do anythin abt it. unless yall mad enuff to blanko it and start imaginatin how wonderful ur life would be if u hav those remarkable grades. yea dream on.

and if ure a lucky bastard and got good grades. PLEASE, for goodness sake , PLEASE be considerate and go console ur frenz wu isnt so lucky as u r. and DUN, for goodness sake, DUN go ard hao-lianing abt ur grades and boast abt which uni courses u wanna get into.

and if u happen to be not blind. pls do not be dumb enuff to approach ur fren wu's crying like nobody business and start askin him/her abt his/her grades. unless u wanna a tight slap at ur bloody face. if not, a gentle tap on the shoulders or a hug or a word of encouragement will do juz fine. so if u happened to see me alone and having that sucidal look........ yea.

it funni that im actually writing all these out. since im oso in this position of getting back my results ( or my future dat is). or juz pray that someone went bonkers and started killing everyone in HCI, RJC or watever top JCs there is.

ok. till den. my fate's sealed.

and i still hate diving.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

frankly speaking, dun u juz hate ppl wu behave and act like they know u real damn well? like they know ur whole family tree and wish to tag along during chinese new year? like they know when yall pmsing (for gerls) or which type of porn( unisex) u like to watch? like they know whether u like wearing tube or spagstripe? like they know whether u like to eat high-class food or simple dishes? like they know whether u like kiss on the cheek or french?

i seriously dun.

and if uve never seen me face to face before and still act like this. *perform seok's fav stunt*

u can jolly well wait for me to publish my own book about myself, my life, my loved ones, and absolutely nth abt u. =)

i seriously dun understand. u see, if ive seen u before and u offered me ice mocha, maybe i would TRY to know u better. yesh notice the 'TRY'.
and if ive seen u before and u offered me ice mocha but i still feel like yall kinda 'extra' within my clique, im sorry, i can oways buy back ice laosai with some unknown 'whipped cream'.

u see. theres a gap between ' HEYY!!! how r u today?!?! do u wanna go chill together and play daidee?!!' and ' oh hi. im siyan. and u r?... oic. anw i dun care but thanx anw. freak off now'.

notice it?

but if u dun know me well and yet still loathe me to core. im happy. coz we r finally sharing a common interest. =)

there is oways a gap between virtual and reality. last yr i think, my fren met up with some so- called 'hot chick' from mirc. he told me shes cute hot sexy chatty talkative and everythin nice. i was so overwhelmed can. and when we met up with her and her co., i dunno y but felt a sudden urge of puking. and surprisly, this 'virtual couple' got nth to say face to face although they claimed dat they talked alot thru irc, fone, sms or wateva tech available. i was literally staring at both of them. they were like two goldfishes can. open mouth close mouth open mouth close mouth. stammmmmmerrrrrrrrrr.

and the whole 'official ASEAN environmental issues ' at clark quay mac came to an end in less than an hour.

so u see. i dun trust ppl from virtual world from den onwards. unless u got a million testimonials to prove dat yall either cool and crappy and watever nice, den maybe i will consider treating u ice mocha instead =)

and if u think u r eligible for the above points mentioned and personally dun like ice laosai. pls dun get offended and start bombardin my tagboard. coz im scared it will further show ur ignorance. Life is like this. u either hate it or love it. dun bullshit to me abt 'grey-zone'.

and yah. i still hate diving. ( i hate it... see?)

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

went to seok's house in the afternoon. together with lynn and fee. seok received a delivery oso - a big bouquet of roses which the price is enuff to last till next vdae. lol. played uno cards, uno stacko, daidee, ban-luk and 24 pts . almost everythin. had so much fun la.

but wat happened after dat...... was better. =)

shhh...